2022.01.17 07:10 perochan Mingyu (SEVENTEEN) - OMEGA x Arena Homme+ Korea Magazine February 2022 Issue (Fashion Film)
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2022.01.17 07:10 ElReyDharmas Sin título 1 (prosopoesía no. 3) - es improvisada, pero apreciaría mucho sus respuestas y comentarios :)
Lejos del mar y lejos de ella.
La frase se quedó un largo rato en mi cabeza, hasta que en el cielo, divisé caer una estrella. Cautivó mi atención en todo su recorrido hacia el suelo desde que la miré. Continué pensando en ella, un poco adolorido del corazón, tanto así que me serví un tazón de cereal y leche en la cocina de la habitación. Era tan grande como la oficina de mi gerente anterior. Saqué el tazón y lo puse sobre la fría e inerte mesa que yacía a su suerte en la terraza.
En mi ciudad natal, dato curioso, al rocío le decían "sereno", y a las mujeres que se llamaban Rocío, las llamaban "Chío". Algunas personas le decían pico al cuchillo, y al machete, machete. En fin, que las costumbres y generalidades de todos son muy variadas, pero es cierto eso que hay algunas que son muy practicadas, y es normal que las veamos entre la gente replicadas. Los regionalismos son sólo un ejemplo, también los hay los anglosísmos, de los que okay sería un gran ejemplo.
Pero habiendo tantas palabras que escoger, sentado con mi tazón de cereal en la terraza, ya muy lejos de la hora del atardecer, sentí algo que me recordó al olor de aquella casa, con la que vivía de niño junto a mis papás, donde me crié y rompí mi carcasa. El olor del mar lo trajo a mi memoria, como un empleado que recolecta cultivos en una noria. En esa casa se hizo y plasmó una larga historia, tan larga que me sorprendo a veces de que quepa toda en mi memoria. Ahí incluso fue donde llevé para presentarlas a mis padres a mis primeras novias.
El cereal se queda quieto, más, incluso, que cuando lo dejé en la superficie de la mesa. Al dar una cucharada, recordé como iluso la manera en la que ella me besa. La caricia del frío viento me recordó cómo me acariciaba, con delicadeza mesía su mano y con las uñas apenas rosaba mi piel en un viaje de ida y vuelta, hasta que su calor y cariño y, por extraño que suena, ella misma, se dejaba a sí misma y quedaba en mi piel disuelta.
Por qué me recuerda al mar es difícil de explicar, pero quienes me conocen seguramente les parece sencillo. En fin, ¿por qué no lo haría si para mí comparten tantas cosas, como su brillo? Es verdad que de noche el mar no brilla, pero ella tampoco lo hace siempre, y de igual manera, el agua se vuelve fría al llegar diciembre tal como ella lleva suéter y chamarra cuando está por terminar noviembre. Como ella, el mar me besa cuando me sumerjo en sus aguas, ella lo hacía también, la manera en la que su cuerpo se sumerge en mí cuando me abraza, y sus brazos se enredaban en mi torso como tenazas. Y ahora, como un imbécil que en vez de alcohol o drogas llora a su amada que se quedó perdida en alguna parte del pasado, con un tazón de cereal desde su terraza, con la mirada rendida y la cabeza perdida, el cabello peinado hacia un lado, me encuentro comparándola con el mar. Fui un imbécil, porque cuando estuvimos juntos, lo que nos separó fue consecuencia de preguntarme si en realidad alguna vez ella me había llegado a amar.
No lo supe entonces, no lo supe ahora, y probablemente no lo sepa nunca. Cuando hace frío como esta noche, me pongo a pensar en el olor de su nuca, y en cómo la besaba y en lo enamorado de ella que estuve y de lo que por ella daba, y en las veces que me a su lado me entretuve y en las que ella me lastimaba como si no fuera nada para ella.
Me pregunto si el mar lo sabe, si alguna vez ella, en su soledad y siguiendo su propio camino, se lo susurró con voz triste al oído. Despacio, en medio del frío, mientras las olas se rompían y pasaban de ser a haber sido. ¿Habrá confesado al mar si me pudo llegar a amar?
Y si el mar lo sabe, ¿me lo dirá alguna vez o nunca? Años más tarde, en una noche similar a aquella, me lo confesó ocultando su voz en una burbuja, que al reventarse se llevó todas mis dudas.
Ahora al ir al mar, siempre le doy las gracias, por decirme si ella había podido llegarme a amar o si solo eran falacias. Así que en vez de contar cual fue su respuesta, a ella le dirijo las siguientes palabras que dejo puestas:
El mar y tú son, en esencia, la misma cosa. Sin importar cuanta paciencia se tenga, nunca deja de cambiar, pero al mismo tiempo no cambia. Eres igual que él, porque en verano irradias calor. Tienes razón, lo nuestro fue tan real y corto como el coro de nuestra canción.
Al pensar en el mar, pienso en ella, luego le doy las gracias y empieza a sonar nuestra canción, la que escuchaba como loco y también poníamos en su habitación.
Ojala que donde estés, estés siempre feliz de corazón.
Si les gusta y quieren leer más de lo que escribo los amaré eternamente. Dm y les paso wattpad o más escritos.
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2022.01.17 07:10 paypaytr Loved someone for real in my 24 year life and got dumped in one month
I never tasted what it means to love someone before her. I had some flirts and relationships but all was meaningless stuff. I was usually too late to act when I actually liked someone , usually some otherguy got person I like before me. So I had no luck in relationships. Bear in mind I liked my body and physical attributes. I'm 186cm, has great hair etc, fit with some muscle. And i'm not asocial either i always can contribute to dialogues etc.
But I have major problem with meeting unknown persons , due my college situtations and stuff I didnt had sociable friends in my life. They were either asocial people or just went out with their bf/gf but no other friends so i had no luck with meeting people through actual friends/friends friend etc.
Before last year I was strictly against dating apps , found them really last straw because it really is. You admit you have no friends etc to meet you with new people so.
I'm in these dating apps but I think they have really bad habit of boosting confidence for woman but not much for man. Atleast in my country that is the case. Girls just get their booster confidence messages with each day 100 guy giving them compliments.
So I basically meet with her on one of dating apps. She had no clear visible picture but her lines were funny. I added her on insta, we talked a brief then she ghosted me before we were going to date for dessert. Two months passed , she once told me she had serious abuse kinda problem that week and was depressed. I said its ok i had no issues. I was kinda angry at first (not to her) to myself for getting baited again but after you get numb.
Then two weeks later I was drunk so confidently i remembered her and asked what she up to tomorrow? and she said let meet . So we met. We became connected instantly. She was fucking beatiful, funny, charming , had interests in things I never even knew they existed. I was too normal boy I think , she said she was pansexual and i was okay with that. As long as she liked me(later loved me who cares what she is up to). We met in a bar and got ourself drunk and i just wanted to kiss her and just told her that can I kiss you? and she said why are you even waiting just do it. So we just became lovers that night. We just wandered around all night like in that movie "Before midnight"
Of course I wasnt going to actually believe this is a very mature and good way of knowing someone or saying "i love you". But whatever happened happened. So we met a few more times that week with no drinks involved lol and yeah we were literally boyfriend/girlfriend. Shit it was very fun , i was learning stuff from her she was learning from me. So a month passed like this . I met with her friends we went out date with her friends twice. They were also couple. She introduced me to her mom and sister. ( not directly but they knew existence of me and her mom stalked me on ig)
After that just before new year she went to her moms house for staying with them. I picked up when she flew back and this was our last day. We both told ourselves how we missed each other etc. We spent entire day together but in end of day she didnt want to stay with me and said i have college etc tomorrow i have to bring my luggage to my own home etc. I was kinda upset how she framed her lines about this (she said something like im kinda using your house like its motel) but whatever i put her in bus and thats it). Other day she was suppose to work for her classes but she apperantly didnt and went out with her friends for drink. I said its ok as thats how it should be in a trusty relationship we had nothing to hide from each other. But in later houses (11pm) i said how she is going to comeback to her house its getting late etc. She said we might drink until morning or just go to friends. I said ok , and later morning just asked how she is doing. She said its ok but after a two min later she said she kissed someone while she was drunk. ( didnt mention he/she) . I basically gave an empty response. "hm". Didnt know what to talk about that moment. I immediately went for walk. 2 hours later she said we should break up because if she was feeling something to me she wouldnt do something like this. I was furious she wasnt telling this stuff over actual meeting than a phone message. and called her. We talked a 10-15 min and it was nothing burger of talk. I said why you didnt even apologize? i could may forgive her etc.
I had trouble understanding why she dumbed like this , why she didnt respect me enough to meet in person? what was the reason ? she always thought she loved me, was she faking all time? i just couldnt accept she was faking.
i called her next day and tried to understand more but she said she didnt like me. I just couldnt accept this. Her talking was kinda like she was ashamed of what she has done.
I had very troublesome time getting over her that week. My friends stayed with me , i was cry/laughing all time. They set me up for things like piano course,theater course. I barely started getting over her but last weekend she was drunk and messaged me with some dumb messages. I knew where she and her friends would drink and just walked there and she was there but she didnt see me because she doesnt wear glasses when she drinks . I just told why you are doing to me like this. I didnt harasses you , i didnt do anything bad. I'm trying to get over you and you are just teasing me like this hurting me , she says to me you are crying and laughing. I said you were even more merciful to animals etc why you are like this. I said what happens if / when I commit suicide over this? and she should know better considering she tried a few times hurting herself during her growing up.
I just dont know what to do , lost my will to live.
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2022.01.17 07:10 LongTimeLurk42 which benzo would be best for sleep in this instance?
I've been going through a divorce and a move so I've been mixing some odsmt with bromaz, flubromazolam and flualprazolam.
I know the second two are much stronger but they actually make me stay up and feen for more / just get on the internet all night but it seems like just pure bro a good 3 mg puts me to sleep but there's always the chance I'll wake up in the middle of the night and I'm trying to lower my dependencies so I don't reduce it all so I'm wondering if 2 mg of bro Plus just a little flew out on top would be good for making me sleep and keeping me asleep
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2022.01.17 07:10 Fleosca Un colţ din litoralul românesc, 2 Mai 1985(foto Viorel Simionescu).
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2022.01.17 07:10 creating2uploadvideo Shkreli barred from ever working in pharmaceutical industry again
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2022.01.17 07:10 midnight1298 What happened to them
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2022.01.17 07:10 For_research7 Shops in Helsinki that allow purchases in cryptocurrency?
2022.01.17 07:10 Wyllok Thread diario de consultas!
2022.01.17 07:10 NewsCryptocurrency 5 Tips for Choosing a DIY Hydroponics Project
2022.01.17 07:10 Gooodan Atlanta Falcons Animal NFT!
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2022.01.17 07:10 MagicalSuper_P Is this a thing yet? If so they can come and get their Digicorder back..
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2022.01.17 07:10 pawonpawonpawon Mr Incredible Becoming Uncanny (Mary Jane Watson Edition)
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2022.01.17 07:10 Logical-Signature541 Face chemical burn
I was applying a just for men beard dye to my face , when I noticed a itchy sensation I washed it off and went to bed thought nothing of it . Wake up to a swollen face covered in puss and it’s itchy as hell , I have since shaved my beard and plan to treat it . But before I go to the doctor I would like to know if there is anything I can do at home ? Please help
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2022.01.17 07:10 SBG-SGT-Reaper Join now
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2022.01.17 07:10 Chaz-P God is good. I had to share. I only spent 100 stones.
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2022.01.17 07:10 Islamic_justice A snippet of last weeks results! The full results section can be found on our website. JazakAllah all the participants of last weeks competition. 😃
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2022.01.17 07:10 CamDC123 Top Ten Games of 2021 [14:12]
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2022.01.17 07:10 blondie_jokes Help a rookie out
I need some serious help with this exisitng wp page. I want to add a payment gateaway, but i think i should test it first before going live. I want to install a subdirectory. Do I need cpanel or any other 3 parties in order to do so? Im new to wordpress hosting so forgive me lol
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2022.01.17 07:10 jobsinanywhere Commentator Jim Beglin forced to apologise to Man City over 'Emptyhad' blunder during win over Chelsea
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2022.01.17 07:10 Shamson Accidentally dropped Forsaken quest, cannot find a way to start it again.
So on one of my characters I was playing through the old campaigns but for some reason on one of them I started shadowkeep first, and by chance I had 2 quests active at the same time on spider, and the game was acting super weird about it, so I dropped the forsaken one and continued on with the shadowkeep one, after I dropped it I had a weird sort of panic about being able to pick it up again, and sure enough, I can NOT find anywhere to pick it up again, none of the NPC's in his room have it, and it's not on the kiosk for older content, will I just not be able to finish it on this character? Will it show up if I finish the shadowkeep campaign?
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2022.01.17 07:10 Im___Stuff Let's say you're an astronaut, you're wearing your suit and you got an itch in your balls, what will you do?
2022.01.17 07:10 JBlank_1912 What Arsenal matches should I watch?
Hi! I'm a young gooner (21 yo) and I've been following since I was 13. Obviously, I haven't seen any matches of the previous years. I want to be more educated about the club!
Thanks a lot!!
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