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I feel like I am failing myself.

2021.12.02 02:57 AMA_I_AM_BORED I feel like I am failing myself.

I'm 25 years old. I can honestly never say I had a "problem" with alcohol until recently.
I read stories and frequent this sub and I find strength in the successes and plights of those who had their lives destroyed by this substance but can't fully relate to that...yet.
My life is an utter mess right now - I am unemployed, never finished school, and still live at home.
A recent relationship has prompted me to abandon sobriety completely (I had 6 months up until recently) and now it just feels like my world is crumbling.
I know drinking is not the answer but I seem to be reverting back to it more than usual these days.
I'm not even sure what I am looking for by posting this. I just started therapy for the first time but haven't addressed my increasing alcohol use with my therapist yet.
I think back to the me of 10 or 15 years ago and I couldn't really imagine how I would get to this point. I am far from disastrous but I feel like a shell of the person I should be.
I can feel alcohol slowly taking a grip on me and I know that it doesn't have the solutions but I can't seem to say no now.
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2021.12.02 02:57 wavy_mcGravy Cost of Living/being young & black in Seattle

I am a 25 year old single black male that recently earned a job at a FANG company. I currently have the choice to live in either Austin or Seattle, but am having a hard time deciding between each. I'm from Pittsburgh so I'm already used to the depressing and cold weather that happens half of the year (Vitamin D pills are my best friend at this point), so I still find Seattle as a cool place to live. I spent the past summer in Austin and appreciated the great weather and city, but it's still Texas at the end of the day.
Looking for thoughts on:

  1. Cost of living in downtown or surrounding downtown? My work HQ is downtown and I would like to still have a hybrid model of work (remote and in-person).
  2. How is it being black in Seattle?
  3. Any culture in the city or is it primarily white washed?
  4. Given how Seattle is a tech hub, is it a better networking opportunity and place for career advancement than living in Austin?
  5. Best neighborhoods to live in for people of color? Primarily looking for a 1 bedroom apartment that has a modern look to it with a dishwasher and in-unit laundry unit (I know this isn't Zillow, just looking for opinions).
  6. Nightlife/bars/life in general for young people and how it compares to Austin, TX.
  7. Activities to do in Seattle year-round?
  8. I've done Cost of Living Calculators and am aware that Seattle has a significantly higher cost of living than Austin. But how much would a salary over 100K go in Seattle, especially in a downtown or near downtown apartment?
Appreciate any advice offered!
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2021.12.02 02:57 valereyart My fanart of John Wick

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2021.12.02 02:57 marihikari He's got a gun!!! And other lab safety scenarios (lab safety survey funny quotes)

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2021.12.02 02:57 alphadark5732 Lore Rooms not Spawing?

I’m trying to get all the new weapons from the Everyone is Here update but it seems like none of the lore rooms are spawning? It’s the Prisoner’s Quarters right?
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2021.12.02 02:57 lowkeywannadie-n-cry 17 F talk on dc? I can’t sleep ha ha

Hey anyone down to talk on disc? About literally anything maybe I just need some things off my mind and make new friends hopefully, so yeah. I’m a pisces. Don’t know why I’m gonna add that but yeah. Uhm also I prefer ppl my age contacting me maybe till 21 y/o.
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2021.12.02 02:57 mdanielgs42 004

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2021.12.02 02:57 AlanJonesDom Rachel Williams

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2021.12.02 02:57 Krzgvtrs Help me with one of my first bash scripts, how do I check if a command has no output?

I did a script to close all windows gracefully and shutdown if all of them are closed.

#!/bin/bash for w_id in $(wmctrl -l | grep $ | cut -c 1-10) do wmctrl -ic $w_id done sleep 1 aux=$(wmctrl -l | grep $ | cut -c 1) if [ ${#aux} -eq 1 ] then shutdown now fi done 
Thank you!
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2021.12.02 02:57 Old_Union7665 Would you like MAPPA or Ufotable to do a Shippuden reboot?

The series is incredible from beginning to end, the first part in my opinion is very well written with good animation for its time, but Shippuden in my case there are many errors and plot gaps that could not be clarified and the animation was not the best like that I propose the Naruto Shippuden Reboot project and will consist of this:

-The story arcs are the same, the characters are the same along with the plot twists, but the direction of the story and the narrative will be different without altering anything.
-Female characters will have a correct interpretation, as strong, independent characters and with better control of emotions.
-The animation will be renewed and brutal for better fights, also these will have an improved choreography.
-This is what no anime did before; create separate and interconnected series on different timelines, such as series set on the same timeline as Shippuden and others set in the past of the Shinobi World with many character flashbacks. The first has the function of giving the secondary characters independent prominence so that they develop and all this will affect the main series, all with original stories.
-All filler will be removed, but I'm in favor of adding padding within a canon story arc to create a dynamic plot with total consistency as long as it adds something to the plot.
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2021.12.02 02:57 screaming-elephant Went to bed intending to take a nap and ended up sleeping 7 hours

Last night I went to bed super late (4 am) so I was mad tired and decided to take a nap at 2 pm. Slept through the alarm and didn't wake up until 9 pm. How do I fall back to sleep and not mess up my sleep schedule more that it already is?
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2021.12.02 02:57 kayotic123 the truth about "cage free" and "free range" chickens. support your local farmers!

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2021.12.02 02:57 Pormock Need help solving a mystery about Epstein pilot taking a picture of possibly Trump campaign plane in February 2016

Epstein pilot, Larry Visoski, took a picture of what appear to be Trump campaign plane in February 15 2016
And Trump was campaigning in South Carolina in mid February 2016
Now the questions are. What was Epstein doing in February 15 2016? Why was his pilot so close to Trump plane? If we could find evidence they met that day this could be huge.
The only information i could find was from his flight log that showed he went from West Palm Beach to Santa Fe New Mexico on February 15. Did he do a detour to go visit South Carolina?
If anyone has any insight or more information please add them in the comments. We need to solve this mystery!
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2021.12.02 02:57 pizzasalma Jmane trolling on tik tok

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2021.12.02 02:57 unprecedentedthyme "copy" and "paste" yesterday's weather

Does it seem like today's weather is a copy and paste of yesterday's weather? Even location wise too...
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2021.12.02 02:57 Get-NaeNaed-On They need to fix AFKing in ranked

If someone goes afk during the first round of ranked, by the time they’re kicked the cancel feature has passed so you end up a player down for the entire game and you can’t cancel. This has happened more times than I can count and jusy ruins a game
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2021.12.02 02:57 drmudi Potential 2021 Ford Explorer XLT, 2WD

Hi folks,
Could anyone share their hands on experience with 2021 Ford Explorer XLT?
I’m looking to buy the 8 seater SUV and was considering Honda Pilot, VW Altas but finding out their prices really crazy with the markups. So they are out of my reach.
One of the ford dealer offered me Explorer XLT at $42k msrp (finance at 0% APR) and honestly I dont know anyone who owns it and could share their hands on experience with this yeamodel.
Also, the big thing I’m concerned is its reliability(engine/transmission), since I’m planning to keep this new SUV for really long term (8-10 years).
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2021.12.02 02:57 Mr-Krebs A veces sólo necesitamos alguien que nos dé una palmadita en la espalda o nos prepare un café.

Banda, soy estudiante de medicina y como en todas las carreras el final de semestre nos tiene al límite. Apoyen a sus amigos y compañeros, una palmadita en la espalda y una palabra de aliento puede marcar la diferencia para alguien.
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2021.12.02 02:57 litho_man Willingdon Linear Park Light Displays...

I like the Halloween / Christmas fusion vibe!
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2021.12.02 02:57 MoreCoffeePlzzz week 3

So I'm on my third week and the 2nd week of 20mg. I take my dose in the mornings. Monday I kind of had a weird paranoia type feeling the night of that night was pretty insane though a lot of ambulances were passing by and there was a smokey smell in the air. Tuesday wasn't as bad just some derealization and tunnel vision. Wednesday night I am feeling the same type of derealization, I can't focus on doing anything at night and this starts probably around 4pm and feel like I have a kind of tunnel vision at the same time. So to reiterate: hard to focus, derealization, tunnel vision. A little bit of mania and feeling ok after morning dose. Before morning dose still the same sense of dread and loneliness since I realize I've woken up another day in a shitty world without my parents alive as a young adult. I forgot to add I have this persistent nausea/drunk-like feeling with it as well, more noticeable after 4pm. I don't take any illicit drugs nor drink.

Anyone else feel affected like this?
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2021.12.02 02:57 taswanderer Staff Christmas party comin' up, no idea how I'm going to handle it

A lot of people in the U.S. have just been through thanksgiving. Fortunately for me, we don't celebrate that in Australia, but I really feel for all the people struggling with ED's who have to find ways to engage in the festival and cope with something that otherwise should be a lovely excuse to get together with family and friends and celebrate gratitude, but is made unbelievably difficult by the event's preoccupation with food and eating.
I guess I have an analogue coming up. Tomorrow evening I'm going to our staff Christmas party. It's been arranged to happen at a fancy Italian restaurant. The menu is pricey but the food all sounds amazing. Work is chipping in $50 per head to go toward meals. In some ways I'm really looking forward to it. We don't get to socialise with each other outside work, so it will be a good opportunity to get to know my colleagues, especially since I haven't been working at this employer long and haven't had the opportunity to get to know each other personally. I expect it'll also be a nice atmosphere at this place - the reviews are generally very positive.
But in so many other ways, I'm dreading it. Really dreading it. I have anorexia. Do I need to even explain why I'm so fearful, reluctant and full of dread? I think you already know. I calorie count everything. Everything. Meticulously. I have a calorie limit - I won't post what the limit is, and really it's not that important, but there's a limit. In the last two weeks I've doubled that limit. I'm doing so well. I'm eating twice as much as I was a month ago. My weight loss has ground to a halt and my weight has stabilised. I haven't binged in two weeks. Although I'm still calorie counting like a bitch, I've stopped tracking exercises (though I do still exercise a lot, I just haven't been tracking it).
I'm doing really well, and I'm afraid tomorrow night is going to fill me with such guilt and remorse that I'll stuff up and be back to square one. Maybe I'll binge. Maybe I just won't eat for a few days. Maybe I'll go crazy with exercise over the weekend until I make myself pass out. Maybe I'll abuse laxatives again until my electrolytes are out of wack and I'll have attacks of AF again. I don't know what's going to happen.
I can list the foods I eat. There's about a dozen, and that's it. I won't list them, and you don't need to know what they are, but I only eat those foods and nothing else. I want to eat a normal meal tomorrow night like a normal person doing something normal. It's been probably close to a year since I last did that. I just don't know how I'm going to do this - without resulting in a set back.
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2021.12.02 02:57 DrNSQTR Official Discussion - Dune (2021) Australia & NZ Release [NON-READERS]

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2021.12.02 02:57 bot_neen Asegura la policia Estatal presunta droga en el municipio de Acapulco

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2021.12.02 02:57 HCharlesB Run Fedora from an SSD on a Raspberry Pi 4 B?

Hi all, having a go at this. What I've done is

The result is that the system boots and comes up with the following mounted filesystems:
[hbarta@newberg ~]$ df -h Filesystem Size Used Avail Use% Mounted on devtmpfs 3.8G 0 3.8G 0% /dev tmpfs 3.9G 0 3.9G 0% /dev/shm tmpfs 1.6G 9.3M 1.6G 1% /run /dev/mmcblk0p3 11G 3.7G 6.1G 38% / tmpfs 3.9G 24K 3.9G 1% /tmp /dev/sda3 11G 3.7G 6.1G 38% /home /dev/sda2 974M 179M 728M 20% /boot /dev/mmcblk0p1 599M 30M 570M 5% /boot/efi tmpfs 783M 48K 783M 1% /run/use42 tmpfs 783M 36K 783M 1% /run/use1000 [hbarta@newberg ~]$ 
The root / partition is on the SD card. I'd really prefer it to be on the SSD (/dev/sda). On Raspbian this would be in the FAT partition (not really EFI I think) in cmdline.txt which passes options to the kernel but I won't know where that happens with Fedora on a Raspberry Pi. Any help making that change will get me better performance.
Of course if there is a way to boot Fedora directly on an SSD I'd go for that. I wonder if I download the ISO image and boot from that, will it let me install to the SSD? (More like a conventional Linux install rather than blasting a raw image on to the media.)
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2021.12.02 02:57 tripod_prodigy66 Looks bullish to me😅

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