Confusion

2021.10.28 04:15 Old-Tackle-1447 Confusion

Okay, this is going to be really long so please bear with me. So we've been together since 8 months and off-late, it's gone down hill. A lot has happened and I'll try my best to sum it up in a non-biased manner. So basically, a few months ago, she suddenly became close with a person(her ex) who had, just a few months prior to that, expressed his willingness to get back together. She clearly said no and they've been on healthy terms ever since. The ex coming back and stuff kinda choked me from within. I mean, it wasn't about trust. I completely trusted her but I couldn't shake that discomfort out of me. So ofc, I told her about my feelings, and I probably made the mistake of bringing it out to her on an accusative tone. During one of our discussions about exes in general, I told her to maintain boundaries and so should I cuz, it would help us both evade any kind of difficulties in the future. This kinda seemed to have irked her, and maybe she assumed I was telling her what to do. Well, that was one..
Problems started when I began to feel as if she hadn't really moved from the comfort zone of her previous relationship. She'd moved on and loved me a lot and I know that really well. Yet, I began to feel as if she didn't understand my love language. I'm really expressive and I believe in making her feel loved whenever possible. Given it had been 8 months, I'd expressed a need to make voice calls( no doubts of catfishing, we were classmates) cuz it would bring a whole new meaning to this relationship, given it was long distance. However, she didn't really want calls and said she didn't care even if we don't meet and stuff. She believes in going with the flow while I try and put in some effort whenever I can. That's where the clash arose Although I perfectly understand her pov, it somehow made me feel unloved. Ik it sounds weird, YET, all I wanted was to reach mutual grounds so that both of us feel comfortable and loved. It led to arguments and ended at a point where I felt she was slightly comparing her past with us. She said that it was ideal back then cuz she didn't have to express her love and whenever it happened, it was beautiful. I mean I get what she's trying to say, but I believe that in a new relationship atleast, both people should try and get Outta their comfort zones and they'll definitely find happiness together. This whole ex indirect-comparison thing was the limit. And I started feeling a bit insecure and went on to ask her about it. She started getting really defensive and told me that my insecurities were petty and termed it "bull-shit". She said she ain't my mom to be caring about whatever I felt all the time. It was really painful to be hearing this from her as I knew for a fact that I would go out of my way to make her feel comfortable in this relationship. She told me to be independent of her..and basically it kinda scared me off. That ONE person whom I expected to have my back at all times made me feel side-lined. From then on, we had issues and it became really toxic. She felt that we weren't compatible and it ended with us taking a break.. Both of us made mistakes, and she felt I was getting to controlling whereas all I wanted was a reassurance from her. More than insecurities about the ex, which I'd gotten over, it was about the way I was treated. From then on, we had ups and downs. I wanted to address those issues before we went about as if nothing ever happened, so that they don't crop up again and it kept getting delayed. It started feeling as if I was the only person who was making any efforts to make this thing work. It reached the peak when it started getting really toxic inside my head and I, being an over-thinker, started feeling really less about myself. It was as if she didn't value my feelings or just stopped loving me. My texts were seenzoned cuz she was annoyed. Although she was online, she never responded while I pleaded her to make things right by sorting out our issues. All this bottled up and I did the biggest mistake I could ever commit. By chance I happened to notice her and the ex online on multiple occasions when nobody else was(we have mutual friends). I agree, this was a really toxic move from my side but it hurt to know that while I was sending her texts on texts, apologising for idk what mistake of mine, she was online, ignoring all my messages for days and it was painful. It was even more painful cuz I KNEW how much I loved her. I knew that I'd go any distance to make sure that she was feeling wanted in this relationship!
Somedays she'd get annoyed at me for no reason and it hurt:(. I mean, no matter how many issues we had, I made sure I never hurt her or our relationship. That day I decided not to shut up. I made it clear that I wished not to be treated this way cuz it was really too much for me to handle. She plainly told me to leave if I didn't like it. We took some days off.. Days went by, and I love yous started to bloom again. It was her birthday week. Planned a lot of stuff for her. I knew she'd have relatives coming over so it wasn't too much. I just asked her for a 10 minute call and SHE NEVER called. She said she was busy. All I asked was for 10 mins! We texted for 10 mins but she couldn't CALL me! And honestly, I felt it was all a waste. All that I'd planned went to waste. Yet, I let it slide, and one day, she cut it all off. Without any explanation, without any sorting out to do. Without any closure. Told I was too toxic? Hello? And told that she doesn't love me anymore? And I simply couldn't accept the fact that the girl who said so many ILY's two days back just suddenly decided to leave? However, she gave us two options. One being never turning back and second was to let go of it now and if the time is right, she'd probably look back at me? I mean, it was emotionally distressing for ME, cuz I still love her. I still wish to sit down as mature individuals and address our issues! She says that we'd still continue to be close friends or become best friends. Just like we were before? I mean? I still love her and she doesn't. It sounded to me as if she still wants the benefits of my love without putting in any effort from her side? It's been a week since she took this decision and idk why, just cuz I love her, I still talk to her as if nothing changed cuz I want her in my life! And at times it hurts when I realise that she's ended things for herself. Whenever I got a bit emotional, she told me that we'd maybe get back? All this is EXTREMELY vague coz that tiny hope will not let me move on.
Personally, I'm really confused and idk what's the best for me. As you've already read, I'm not able to comprehend anything, nor have I accepted reality. What do I do?
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