I’m 15. I watched Pornhub and now feel guilty.

2021.10.18 06:34 International-Tie576 I’m 15. I watched Pornhub and now feel guilty.

Im 15. My family is christian and I didn’t get the sex talk until last year. I’ve never seen sex or anything more than a couple kissing and I was just curious. I also felt horny as well. So I jumped onto Pornhub in incognito chrome and watched some lesbian videos (I find them more satisfying). Pretty much 2 females lying in bed on their phones then kissing and having sex. I also watched one “real life sex” video between what was supposedly a real married couple and another video of a younger couple on a beach resort trip. I found the videos satisfying at the time but when I turned them off I felt guilty. Like I was dirty and I just sinned. I understand that porn isn’t real and it’s just basically a sex movie. I pledged to not watch it again but ended up watching it two more times. Now I’ve blocked Pornhub from my browser (chrome incognito mode) so I can’t watch it again. I don’t want to be addicted to it and want to actually have a loving relationship. My parents will probably flip if they found out I watched that. They will probably take all of my devices away. I wasn’t trying to do anything wrong and understand that sex in real life is different than what is in porn. I just felt that, sort of like driving in a parking lot before driving home from the dmv after getting a permit, I should at least see how to have sex, that way I could have it when I’m ready with the right girl. I just feel consumed with guilt that somehow I 1. Sinned. 2. Committed a Crime. 3. Betrayed my parents trust. 4. My whole life will be ruined.
Opinions? And is porn illegal for me to watch at 15? I just clicked on Pornhub.com from Google and didn’t create an account or anything. Afterwards I deleted my browser history and never was signed into my Google account while I was watching it. Just for my information, what if a video has people that could be over or underage (like teens). Does Pornhub have videos like that? What should I do if I come across or watch that kind of video on accident? Also, what is the healthiest kind of porn to watch? Lesbian, gay, straight, young couple, old couple? And what are the safest porn sites besides Pornhub where I am the least likely to run into videos that could get me into hot water? If I ever run into that kind of video what actions should I take?And how could I potentially keep my porn watching from my parents or if they find out, explain to them why I watched it, that it’s simply because I’m curious and I frankly have been sheltered with no friends or exposure to the opposite sex, homeschooled all my life? Or maybe just bring it up ahead of time to let them know? In a religious Christian household that still thinks that the full sex talk is “inappropriate”? I don’t want to go overboard, maybe I would watch it like 2 times a month when I’m home alone.
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Won’t have time so could I watch a recorded video?
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No tf I’m not. How bout not asking my broody ass that question after I just got out of a long, miserable OB appointment, random stranger in the parking lot. That’d be great. Thanks. Stfu.
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I got bitten by a bunch of mosquitos last night and they're all over my feet and it makes my skin itch and it fucking hurts and it makes the texture of my feet wrong and the only way I can get rid of it is to wear socks but I'm at home and I can't wear my socks in bed because the socks and the sheets can't touch cause it's a horrible texture and I genuinely wanna cry because everything feels awful
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2021.10.18 06:34 Midgar918 About 3 days in after 15 years

I'm doing ok compared to attempts in the past. Though i still worry i'll hop back on the wagon because i do miss it and everything feels so bland and boring now. But i'm still going, i just keep saying to myself "its will power" "its will power" over and over. I read the majority of cravings should be gone in 4 weeks so i'm also telling myself "C'mon its only 4 weeks for crying out loud".
When i'm working its easy, its when i'm not though it can be really hard. I'm a home delivery driver and its all i want to do to relax after a day of hauling peoples shopping to their top floor apartment.
I have a list i'm keeping next to me to remind myself of all the things i'll be able to afford if i just cut smoking out and it does help.
Have to say the first day was the worse and though its still hard after its miles easier then that first day as well. That evening i had the worse headache of my life to the point it made me sick. (apparently this is a symptom). Sleep can be hard but i'm trying to work around that by just exhausting myself everyday.
I am also trying to give up tobacco as well, which is the harder one probably, haven't been able to commit to that as well but i have cut it right down. In a way i feel it helps a little with the cannabis. So when it gets the point i'm bouncing off the walls from no tobacco when i do i get a massive reilf like you'd expect and it seems to be overshadowing cannabis withdraw. Like my brains going "well at least i got something i guess".
But the hardest part is having to distance myself from friends. Ive done it so long i only have stoner friends and i just can't be around it. I worry about smelling it just out on the street. Because i know in the past it would trigger a craving even when i wasn't 3 days sober.
One of friends recently had a heart attack, its not good as he was without oxygen for an hour, there's good chance he'll wake up a vegetable. Given the amount he smoked it was likely caused by this. No weed in itself can't cause this but smoke in general does clog arteries, and its scary, that and partly the money is why i using every ounce of will power i have.
Anyway, just sharing. But also wanted to ask if people here think its better to not try and give up both at once or just go for it and cold turkey the lot. Though cold turkey tobacco is proving a lot harder then cannabis. But like i said the cannabis withdraw might be worse if it wasn't for the nicotine withdraw overpowering it that i satisfy every now and then.
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2021.10.18 06:34 Beo420 Everest Coin launched Sept. 21st, 40k MC to an ATH of over 6mil MC in just days 🤑! Climbing to 10 Mil MC! Listed on CMC, CG, Coinsbit (CEX), two more CEXs in the works. Real world partnerships with Nascar, MazerGaming, and a TBA Guinness record holding climber. This is BIG time guys go DYOR! 🔥

Everest Coin launched Sept. 21st, 40k MC to an ATH of over 6mil MC in just days 🤑! Climbing to 10 Mil MC! Listed on CMC, CG, Coinsbit (CEX), two more CEXs in the works. Real world partnerships with Nascar, MazerGaming, and a TBA Guinness record holding climber. This is BIG time guys go DYOR! 🔥
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Contract Address: 0x84B7BB9614Cf28226d1b0a07499472bc107e3000
🌐 Website: https://everestcoin.io/
✅ Audit: https://solidity.finance/audits/Everest/
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📈 Chart: https://www.dextools.io/app/bsc/pair-explorer/0x6e7decc7abf4e40fb7d11106dfd2873ad57edaf5
📰 Yahoo Finance: https://finance.yahoo.com/news/breaking-highly-anticipated-play-earn-185500840.html
📰 International Business Times: https://www.ibtimes.com/want-make-money-nfts-play-earn-gaming-everest-coin-might-be-best-bet-3302620
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📰 NASCAR Partnership: https://www.yahoo.com/now/revolutionary-gaming-crypto-evcoin-partners-004500770.html
📰 Mazer Gaming Partnership: https://www.yahoo.com/now/play-earn-gaming-crypto-everest-055000949.html
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2021.10.18 06:34 sonomabountyboi Snapchat will show a message hasn’t been opened but hours later it will say “opened 3 hours ago” what causes this?

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2021.10.18 06:34 QuintNaive Hey Valve, can you guys improve Supporters Club?

As the title says.
The current Supporters Club system is bad, it has the potential to be one of the best features of dota but it needs improvements.
1- It would be interesting to have a tab just for this feature.

Like this.
2- It would be interesting to add talents, players, content creators and streamers. (Good for attracting new talent, more content being created, more new players)
3- Improve the UI for better understanding, the current one is terrible. (Good for improving sales)
4- Make a level system for each team (players, narrators) based on how much you spent, and this level system would increase every year (with new lines, sprays, and other stuff) instead of resetting after each DPC.
What you guys think? :)
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2021.10.18 06:34 kaitoke_ beat i made mhm

hey ive been practicing production for a while and i was wondering if you guys have any feedback? i tried to do something in glaive's style but idk it sounds kinda bad
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2021.10.18 06:34 SureAd4432 33[F4R] Washington, DC # Friendship/Looking for a sincere friend - online

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If you are pursuing the same thing, please read on to see if there is anything that piques your interest
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My hobbies: Lego models, reading history books, making documentaries or creating an oil painting quietly. I am usually a more active girl Lol, and I usually like to do some outdoor activities. If you like hiking and adventure, it will resonate with us again. Surfing and diving outdoor shooting training is very cool.
When you read this, I am sure that at some point we will be the same! Looking forward to hearing from you:)
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