2021.10.18 06:44 Clol1l1l1 JUST FINISHED THE MANGA
So I just finished reading the manga and I didn't like the ending so much but the story was really good. Well for one I think furuta being the big bad guy was kind of underwhelming. Like he isnt scary and I just dont understand why he did what he did. There wasnt any big reason other than him being insane. two i only wanted the best for rize and when she died at the end I felt so bad but at the same time she was ready. three the whole touka and kaneki relationship went a little too fast for me. I know it's not a romance manga but I was a little surprised that the same author who cut out Amon and Akira's kiss had a whole chapter of touka and ken having sex. Also that chapter was so questionable. Like it wasnt bad but like youre telling me kaneki and maybe touka never had their first kiss and during their what im assuming is their first kiss they have sex??? four the ending was so cute but at the same time I wish i got to see more of their happy ending.
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2021.10.18 06:44 cryingonthedensha Just a vent about having AAP
I'm 23f, straight, with a strong case of AAP... I also have OCD, CPTSD, BPD, binge eating disorder, and body dysmorphia (all diagnosed), and it all kind of feeds into the AAP in different ways. I've had a strong disgust for my female body since high school. It's a bit better now but it wavers and if I get triggered I can get really disgusted again. My autoandrophilic fantasies started much earlier, however, when I was really young, before any of that. I would get turned on by any media that had a female character crossdressing or swapping bodies with a male, etc. As a child my fantasies were almost always in 3rd person. I saw an AGP post here about having anxiety that this sort of cross gender thing would happen to them when they saw it on TV, and I remember it being a very similar experience. I couldn't watch anything with crossdressing, etc. in it with my family because it made me feel too embarrassed and like they would say something like, "what if you did that". I consider myself a highly sensitive person, and I think I could just imagine myself in the position of the characters so vividly, and I found it so disturbing that it was fascinating. Also, in general, the idea of being masculine or compared to a boy was very humiliating to me, so I think AAP developing was a cope for that. It's interesting because I hear about emasculation trauma a lot on here and I feel like I had sort of the opposite, like defeminization trauma, but no specific event that triggered it, just a general anxiety/fear surrounding not being feminine enough. There's also some enmeshment trauma and dynamics with my family that may have contributed to this (no overt sexual abuse; just emotional).
However, over time, this kind of reversed and I started hating being a woman as a teenager.
When I came to realize the typical dynamics of adult male and female sexuality, I was horrified by the idea of essentially being interpreted as an object by the male brain. I hated the way women are objectified in media and objectify themselves for male attention. Simultaneously, I felt like I was constantly getting the message that showing less skin = empowerment, but I never felt that way. It just made me feel less and less human. Yet I still craved male attention and validation for societal status, and I was also romantically and sexually attracted to men, so it was this never-ending internal tug-o-war. AAP fantasies let me feel like I could enjoy my attraction to men without having to worry about how my female body was being perceived by them. I could escape the horrors of my restrict binge cycle, disgust at my appearance, and just imagine what it would be like to be a man and have people love me in different ways (sexually, emotionally, platonically), because I didn't feel loveable as a female.
I still have so much tension and frustration about being a woman, and it's hard for me to give up AAP fantasies because they give me relief from the reality of how my sex is perceived/the biological functions of being female that are often so disturbing to me. I do wish I was born a man. I think my life would have been easier in many ways if I was.
However, I really want a family in the future and would like biological children. I have 0 intention of transitioning and want to have an emotionally mature and connected relationship with my spouse. At this point, I have no idea how I'm going to deal with AAP and I don't care, I'll just cross that bridge when I get to it. Right now, I'm dealing with so many other mental health issues that I don't think it's the most important thing to focus on.
Idk, since my experience with intense AAP doesn't seem to be super common I just felt like commenting on it. I'm trying to fight the urge to engage in fantasies because they are devastating afterwards and fuel dysphoria. This is the only place I can talk about it.
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2021.10.18 06:44 Kapilbr Get blown while working from home? 😄
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2021.10.18 06:44 Jaded-Attention7255 Ghostface?
I've been seeing alot of people running around with ghostface is it modded or an exploit, of anyone knows how to get it or can help me get it please let me know
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2021.10.18 06:44 Immediate_Ad3665 Gonna share some truths that's gon a hurt some but...
Gonna share some truths that's gonna offend people But i choose violence • kei and kiyo are TOXIC • the anime is not all that bad only altercation that can be easily fixed where made , for the pool thing they could simple have another pool episode if there a season 2 cmon Stop crying for a remake like the anime was trash because let's be ho est here ... the anime brought in at atleast 90% of us • horikita ain't no god damn final boss 😒😒 • kiyo is gonna eventually break up with kei whether we like it or not • uncle t is the worst antagonist nagumo is a close second tho • airi is not all that bad • Hirata is gay .. or at least bi
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2021.10.18 06:44 bucksncowboys513 Which one of y'all is this?
2021.10.18 06:44 canuckfanguy Best running shoes for treadmill?
I’ve been running on a treadmill for over 2 months now and I’ve been using my ultra boosts 4.0 for the last month or so I’d say. For reference I usually run 3 miles which takes me roughly 29 minutes now and I do it all on 6% incline but just recently I’ve felt pain in my right Achilles from running so I was wondering what shoes are the best to help protect against any injuries, especially for my Achilles as I definitely don’t wanna injure that.
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2021.10.18 06:44 ThadeusCade Second Coral colored Yeti find this weekend. There were two of these on the shelf, but didn’t buy one. Should I go back and make the purchase?
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2021.10.18 06:44 Ok-Understanding9822 English A EE Category
2021.10.18 06:44 fewli0h FS: New Old Stock Gotway MSX 100v 1230wh in USA Northern Minnesota
Purchased this to make a one wheeled snowmobile track accessory. Parents passed away last summer and now I just need the money. It has some minor scratches from where I attached a wood frame around the pedals and lower plastic shell. The little tan specs in the photo is just where it was laying in some dead grass when I took the photo. It has never been truly ridden, just for a second or so in the soft grass (until I fell off lol). Comes with original box and charger.
Some say this version of the MSX is the best because it doesn't have problems with the new hollow bore motors begode has been using lately, and they had better manufacturing and quality control during the MSX production cycle than the current model. This thing can go 40+ mph (depending on rider weight). Travel 30-40 miles distance.
100V 1230wh make this the lightest and slimmest 100V msx (unless you mod your own lighter battery pack). MSP is a bit wider and RS is noticeably wider looking at it from the front.
If you want to do an ebay sale just bid on the above listing. If you want a faster private party to private party sale via PayPal only, price is then $1750 shipped in the lower 48 states, and I'll just end the auction early.s-l1600.jpg
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2021.10.18 06:44 lochydjango DetectiveConan Subreddit Statistics
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2021.10.18 06:44 Armisen [IIL] This BBNG song, looking for more bass and vocal driven music
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2021.10.18 06:44 BlueStripe8 Vita controls flipped?
Was just wondering if the “a” button or select button or whatever you want to call it is on O. Is that normal for the vita? Coming from a PS3 I’ve always been used to the original layout. I would go and change the stuff in settings but if I did that then my games would be messed up. Is there a hack or fix I can do to keep it like the original way? Or is this normal for a vita and all vita’s are like that? TIA for any help and sry if it doesn’t make sense.
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2021.10.18 06:44 BookDragon33 Leigh Bardugo is a sociopath.
So I just finished chapter 11 of Ruin and Rising.
Why. Just why.
I’m sitting over here ugly crying. Does Leigh need a hug? Like who hurt you? AND WHY DID YOU FEEL IT NECESSARY TO HURT US?!
I have loved few characters in my journey as a book worm as much as I loved Nikolai and my only response to this chapter is to lay face first in a puddle of tears on my kitchen floor.
Someone should have warned me that I was not mentally stable enough for this series….. will not make that mistake twice (quietly moves her other series from the TBR list and back to the shelf)
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2021.10.18 06:44 wizardhacker70 Best anti corvette weapon?
I’m designing my defense platforms and want them to actually be able to take out a few ships as the enemy fleet runs over the speed bumps. What’s the best weapon / weapon type I could put on them to make sure they do this? I was thinking missiles but don’t know if they can actually hit them with evasion
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2021.10.18 06:44 OhioState1001 Steelers are stupid as hell
Am I the only one who thinks Mike Tomlin is just a little bitch who bitches when things don’t go his way? Also Renegade is maybe the worst hype song you could ever have.
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2021.10.18 06:44 yogthos Greater economic equality makes us all less stupid, more tolerant, less fearful, and more satisfied with life.
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2021.10.18 06:44 PunnthePun My friend blocked me because of Star Wars meme
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2021.10.18 06:44 rha3nyra Giratina 4320 3640 7575 adding 10!
2021.10.18 06:44 Trufflebooth Theo Kidd - Obey (Official Audio)
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2021.10.18 06:44 ric03uec Sr DevOps Engineer, Seattle $140K - 180K + RSUs + Benefits
Esper is a fast growing startup that delivers DevOps for Android as a solution. We just raised our Series C funding (https://techcrunch.com/2021/10/04/devops-market-demand-drives-quick-series-c-turnaround-for-espe) and we're building our engineering team in Seattle from scratch. We're hiring for multiple positions in DevOps roles.
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We offer competitive salary, benefits and perks and pride ourselves in having a collaborative and inclusive culture. Feel free to reach out to me directly for more info.
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2021.10.18 06:44 liona-01 smile 😁
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